One Touch Away [PHILIPPINES]

Aceley Elle V. Pasa
Cold winds flew by the welcoming window 
Yet heat tenses up 
Reminding it's just me, only me 
Echoes of my voice tingling in my ear, loud and clear
Longing for something that couldn't be 
Hollow space etched within dug deep 
Plastered papers from above, remained unseen 
I craved the essence where my soul can breathe in this empty space
To find my own peace 
Tears descend from the window to my soul 
Melancholy of songs 
In these hands a screen aglow 
Ephemeral people who come and go 
Through the screen, beyond the barrier 
I saw something that could make me sway 
Where my world seemed to stand still 
I existed no more, in this land full of fakes 
Diving in the bond of waters 
Where I can soak my loneliness 
With a nonexistent contagious laughter 
Struck a beam into my heart's void 
For once, I knew what it feels to be whole 
The warmth I never knew is now this close 
So true, so close, a touch away 
Even when I realize I can never have them 
Forever bound to this screen's display 
I yearn for family, a hand to hold 
A shoulder to lean on, a backbone of my success 
But reality's harsh storms of roars cause my soul to waver
Where I sail on my own on this deck 
My silent pleas hope to be heard 
In a home where I can be 
Does it make me weak? Desperately longing for a family of mine?
I guess it doesn't matter anymore. 
At least for now, I found a piece of solace in this light
Of newfound virtual friendship, burning bright.
Aceley Elle V. Pasa is a Senior High School student from Zamboanga City, Philippines. Her hometown has always been her comfort place but dreams of travelling to another space. Her interest in business has led her to pursue Accountancy in college after she graduates. She loves filipino foods especially "lechon," "adobo," "menudo," and "halo-halo". As a homie person, watching anime has always been her hobby whenever time allows her to. In school, she is a copyreader in the Catalyst club and has copyread a few articles and captions. She is an inactive WriteGirl member. She hasn't been in many competitions before so this is the first time her work will ever be published.

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